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Early in the “relationship”, during the Love Bombing stage, he told me I had a lisp. I’ve since learned, this was his way of breaking down my self esteem, spirit and confidence stage. It walks hand in hand with the Love Bombing, a stage that precedes Trauma Bonding. Those I told found it absurd, I did as well. He began to “nit pick” at me, my friends and anyone who showed any amount of care for me. He gave me a list of sentences to read aloud and practice for “unlisping” my voice.
His favorite one:
“This is so sad, Sally said suddenly.”
This entry is directed at the abuser.
thug
noun
1.
a violent person, especially a criminal.
Similar:
ruffian
hoodlum
bully boy
bully
bandit
mugger
gangster
terrorist
gunman
murderer
killer
hitman
assassin
hooligan
vandal
Yardie
tough
bruiser
hired gun
rough
bovver boy
lager lout
chav
hoodie
ned
hood
goon
roughie
hoon
cutthroat
desperado
myrmidon
2.
HISTORICAL
a member of a group or organization of robbers and assassins in India who waylaid and strangled their victims, usually travelers, and stole their belongings. They were suppressed by the British in the 1830s.
ug·ly
adjective
1.
unpleasant or repulsive, especially in appearance.
Similar:
unattractive
ill-favored
hideous
plain
plain-featured
plain-looking
unlovely
unprepossessing
unsightly
displeasing
disagreeable
horrible
frightful
awful
ghastly
gruesome
grisly
unpleasant
foul
nasty
grim
vile
shocking
disgusting
revolting
repellent
repugnant
grotesque
monstrous
reptilian
misshapen
deformed
disfigured
homely
not much to look at
short on looks
as plain as a pikestaff
as ugly as sin
fugly
huckery
Opposite:
beautiful
attractive
2.
involving or likely to involve violence or other unpleasantness.
unpleasantly suggestive; causing disquiet.
morally repugnant.
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